I went to lunch with Cuteboyrandy. It was fun. He is sweet, polite, and ridiculously gentleman-like. I enjoyed it. However, I do feel that Randy is far more excited about a relationship than I am. This may result from the fact that I have been proposed to and then dropped in, literally, a matter of minutes. After an experience like this, it is hard for one to be "giddly with excitement" about the possibility of starting a new relationship. Actually, it makes one quite ready to "tinkle in their pants with fear" at this thought. Randy must not have had these experiences, however, because he is more on the "giddly" side, rather than the "tinkle in the pants" side.
Despite this difference, I did inquire of his Jesus-loving-status, and Randy is quite the Jesus-loving-boy. He even invited me to go to church with him at his church on Sunday night, and also reminded me to pray before I went to bed. Randy is extremely charming and sweet, although I am not quite sure that this means he is my "prince charming."
The real truth is, I am afraid of boyfriends. They make me want to bang my head into light posts several times until I'm unconcious, tinkle in my pants while huddling in a corner and crying out in fear, eat Cold Stone cake batter ice cream with brownies from a waffle bowl until I can't move off of the couch without throwing up, or even ride a bycicle out into the middle of Interstate-45 wearing all black at midnight.
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has it occurred to you, that cuteboyrandy, now knowing your name, may also have a knowledge of myspace/and or blogging? hmmmm....
heather... you are amazing. don't ever forget that. its ok to be scared. i understand that completely!! but i do know that your heart is worth fighting for. wait for a guy who will fight for it.
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